this is what i dream my life will look like:

japanesegardenbridge.jpg

this is what it usually looks like by the end of any given day:

roastedpig.jpg

(hint: it’s a pig that’s been slaughtered, stuffed, and buried with hot coals.)

and i’m working on changing that.
it’s just that reprogramming a lifetime of
ingrained influences
takes a while.
longer than i expected, actually.
but i’m on it
(most of the time)
cause really,
i don’t look that good in
pineapple.